Happy 20th!

Selamat hari lahir Izyan Abdul Samad. Moga berjaya dunia akhirat insyaAllah.

lotsa loves, eg liyana

So Close Yet So Far

Its been a while since he said hi. she have missed all of the 'heyy, how are u doing today', the 'ohh, what a cool picture'. the truth is, she have no right to feel this way. i mean, face it. it was just text messages, which probably doesnt even mean anything. and plus, she even barely knew him. the problem is, he came by, knocked her heart, and she let it open, which was apparently a big mistake! next time, just ring the bell will ya! aha.

the thing is, he was just trying to make friend, and she made a mistake and ends up liking him. and the worst part is, he probably is seeing someone else. *pang* a slap hit her right on the face. REALITY CHECK! he was never hers. so she decided to walk away. slowly.

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In this stage of life, where people are searching out for the love of their life, we never realise that we sometimes forget the true love that we should search for; love towards Allah, The Most Merciful.

We stalk their facebook page everyday, waiting for their messages, spending hours talking with them, just to get to know them better. But what did I do to know Allah, The Creator? Sometimes i feel ashamed of myself, making effort in searching another person's love, while doing almost nothing to have His greatest love. Astaghfirullah.

Dimulai dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang.Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam.Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Penyayang.Yang Menguasai hari Pembalasan (hari akhirat).Hanya kepada Engkau (Ya Allah) kami beribadah dan hanya kepada Engkau kami memohon pertolongan.Bimbinglah kami ke jalan yang lurus. Iaitu jalan orang yang Engkau telah anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan jalan orang yang dimurkai, dan bukan pula jalan orang yang sesat. -Surah AlFatihah-

Self-Reminder

There are times in life when you feel as you are on the top, above everyone, feeling superior. and at this moment, you tend to forget everything that has helped to get you to the top. your old friends, or even families and worst, forgetting God, The Most Merciful. nauzubillah. this part of life was never somewhat that i am proud to talk about. No. Never. this feeling was unintentional. We never planned to feel this way, but being humans, sometimes this happens.

Until one point, when i look back and reflect this life that i am having. MashaAllah. Too much that He has given. Making everything so easy for me. There was a time when i was feeling so hungry and tired, came a friend offering me nasi lemak. There was another time when i was feeling so tired to get back home from school when suddenly a friend offered to send me back. And there was another time..................and the list goes on and on. Alhamdulillah.

I kept thinking, what qualifies ME to get all of His fortunes? What qualifies ME to have great family and friends? Indeed, Allah is The Most Merciful. But what have I done so far to show my love towards The one and only God, creator and sustainer of the universe?
Ya Allah, ampunilah hamba-Mu yang hina ini.

Allah, Guide us every single day. Keep us close to You. Amin

“Dan perintahkanlah ahlimu mengerjakan solat dan bersabarlah melakukannya, kami tidak minta rezeki darimu, Kami (Allah) yang memberi rezeki kepadamu. Dan akibat yang baik (di dunia dan akhirat) adalah untuk orang yang taqwa.” -Surah Toha, ayat 132.

till then,
xoxo

Comeback

One year has it been since the last post was published. God. I sometimes do feel like i miss blogging, craving to express all of the mixed emotions and blurt it out to the whole world.

But anyways, its good to be back! well one year is a longggggg time. A lot has happened. and i mean A LOT! well, to start it off, i'm in the UK! Since in UCSI, i've always doubted myself, of whether i am able to pass the Alevels requirements, of whether i am able to even board the plane to the UK. But alhamdulillah, NOW i am able to breathe Cardiff's air! *breathe in, breathe out* huhhhhh

fuhh. well as it is now the second semester, i have to be more serious in studies. plus, JPA just banked ****GBP into my account. sooo i guess i have to fulfill my responsibility as a student. *hoping to revise some handouts afterwards* ecewahh. haha. ehemmm. anyways, just a quick fact, i think my jokes are getting better! no more lame jokes blurted out! pffft, hahaha. good progress huh? *angkat angkat kening* haha :p

till then,
xoxo

living life!

to my dear muslim friends, well..don't get drunk.

so live your life to the fullest!!

R.E.A.L.I.S.E

now i realise that u never ever risk ur friendship for something else
now i realise that u never ever put ur friendship at stake even if it kills you
now i realise that u never ever replace the friendship that u have build for as long as you can remember with some other stupid matters
now i realise that u never ever sacrifice ur friendship even if it is for your own happiness
now i realise that u always, always have to protect your friendship even if it breaks your heart.

Greetings Earthlings!

hey you guys!!

sorry for the longggggggggggg wait. haha. i kinda miss blogging actually. but i'm just soooo busy being lazy ya noe. hurmmm.... a lot of things have happened since i last posted a blog. well.. to start it off, i just finished my trials and just got my results..my damn 'EXCELLENT' result i should say. with a lot of Cs. I noe i did not prepare myself well but a lot of Cs???????? ape kejadahnye?? Is it me or is the trial paper is just damn hard?but hey! on the bright side, at least i noe that i have to work hard for the finals and will not have overconfidence overpowering me. haih. i dunno. but one thing for sure is that I HAVE TO MOVE MY ASS AND START WORKING ASAP!!!!!!!

arghhhhh!!!!

ok. let's put the oh-i-need-a-self-check talk aside first and let's talk FUN! last friday, we had this prom aka as they call it starry nite. it was not really a nite full of stars....well technically. but indeed it was filled with shining STARS and hottest celebrities. even the cast of the GOSSIP GIRL were there ya noe.. the cast??? or maybe i should say the-people-who-are-HOPING-to-be-the-cast-of-gossip-girl were there. hahaha. check this out!

and here are some of the red carpet moments:


This pirate of the caribbean: dying man's closet (sequel of the dead man's chest) star, EG is wearing a beaded cream coloured trapped dress (baju kurung) by Versace which matches her scarf with diamond linings by Tiffany and Co. Also, her lovely purple coloured pair of shoes by Jimmy Choo's adds in more colour. and also, we love the matching clutch by Chanel.
This statue-like movie star, YASMIN is wearing a kebaya with a lovely selendang both by Dior. and I love the colour of her dress which really matches her scarf. doesn't it look the same as EG's? huh???? this must be a nightmare for both of them. 2 same scarfs on the same occasion on the same day????? but what the heck. both of them looks good. but EG wears it better. huahua. oh yeah.. if u guys know it, yasmin will be starring in the next steven spielberg movie called "I'm A Statue". it premieres on summer next year.

Also, there is a special appearance by AYLWIN, who played an i-donno-what-is-that-thing-called. he played it real well..and i mean REAL WELL!! and by the end of the event, the Prom queen goes to.....drumrolls...... JIN MAY!!!! my ex housemate!! nak jugak. hahathe prom queen..and her ex housemate!!

To top it off, there was an after-party after the prom. there was an open dance floor and also this special appearance by magic gems (the new paramore but without a girl member) who really rocked the hall bebeh!! we were having lots and lots of fun. I have no further comments upon what we did at the after party.shhhhh. haha. and everybody rocks that night. even hafiz pon menari pelik. oh. beckham lagi pelik dan menakutkan. hahahha. shan? dyelah yg seronok sekali.gelek shan. gelek

behold. the camwhorers:
kiera
pengantin husna
lay yin

atiq
ili kayuh
daniel
peja pheewitgosh! i am trapped!
syazzy!
anne oooo
timah DUI

did i mention that all of my celebrity friends were looking extremely devastatingly hot that night? yup. you bet they were.

TOTALLY..it's gonna be a nite..to remember. BIG FUN. ALRIGHT!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!